What I learn this past two years

Being in NUS for the past two years made me went through so many experiences:
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-Improving my proficiency in the English Language.

-Understanding and gain interest in the discipline of Sociology.

- Having reach one of my lowest point in life.

-Matured through studies instead of work.

-Take part in Volunteering work that I will never have time for before that.

-Being there for friends who needed someone to be there.

-Being more selfless than egoistic. (Used to think that the world revolve around me and think that everyone should listen to me)

-But the most important thing is the IMPORTANCE OF LIFE.. without that, nothing can be learn..

Don't know what is on my mind.

This entry is kinda of random. Just want to post something reflecting my current feeling. But the problem is I don't really know how and what to feel anymore. Life has been carefree for me after attaining my single status 10 months ago.

But kinda of feeling that there's something missing in my life. Guess it is the companionship of a sole mate in my life. But at the same time, I kinda of enjoy to be alone, having all the time for myself and my friends. But at the same time, kinda of lonely when its reaches the wee hours of the night. My feeling is kinda of sociological where it can be argued that love as a term can be socially constructed or biological chemical between two person. Love is probably somewhere in the middle which is both sociologically constructed as well as having chemistry for each other. What I am feeling is exactly the same, want to be in love but kinda of avoiding being in love too.

Life is in a mess. But I guess I should really let nature takes its course but will certainly cease the opportunity if it arrive.

Befriending Mid-Autumn celebration

Had a great time at befriending Mid-Autumn festival, had games, lantern, mooncakes and a great bunch of company. Here's a few pics:

Friendster--Deleted

Hi everyone,

I have deleted my friendster, those that wanna add me can do it on facebook at calvinyap81@yahoo.com.sg.

I have decided to delete my friendster account so as to enable me to concentrate on using just one social network site. At the same time, I guess it bring back some good as well as bad memories.Good memories in the sense that I am able to find friends whom I have not met for a long long time, ironically bad in that way too. Especially for ppl whom I feel has been only listening to one side of the story and thinks that they know everything. Sometimes, things may not turn out to be what one party say. You have to hear both side of the story before an understanding can be justified. It is sad that I have loss my Polytechnic Friends due to this incident. But it is ok, there must always be a bad and a good person in every story yeah. So just let me be the Bad one for this story.

What has happened has already happened, nothing can be changed. Still feel emo at times, not becos I miss anyone or anything but the fact that I was misunderstood the way I shouldn't have been. I should not explain further.. Not worth it..

Quote:

"An apple may not be rotten just by what others tell you, one must try the apple before one can determine if it is rotten, the nice person who told you that the apple is rotten may be the one who can't get to eat the apple, so not wanting anyone to see the goodness inside it"

A quote

"Experience is what you get when you didn't get what you wanted"

Take a Bow

3 Lonely Souls

Just got back from a drinking session at Holland V (Brecko Cafe) with my two buddies. We call ourselves the "Three Lonely Souls". Guess all of us are quite jinx in the area of love, better concentrate on other things rather than that. But easier said than done yeah..

Hope the three of us will find our happiness soon.. At the meantime, guess we must find other ways to be happy yeah!! Enjoyed my time with the both of u!! Next stop KTV k!! :)