Like any other Singaporean guy, I went to COMEX to grab the best technological deals in town. At the same time, I am in urgent need of an mp3 player. Was thinking of an IPOD, but I figure that it is too troublesome to transfer songs via I-Tunes etc. So opt for an easier way out and got a Sony NWZ-A726 (4GB). It kind of simple to use and have a battery life of 36 hrs fr audio and 10 hrs for video. Which is better than those in the market.
Furthermore, due to me being a student, need to minimise my output and optimize my input. I saved around $60 bucks (Original:$219 Nw:$159) and got some cool gift including a screen protector, leather lanyard, leather case and a cool colour skin. Overall, I am quite satisfy with my acquisition. Here's a picture of my new mp3.. :)
Have decided to sign up for NUS Muaythai.. Should have training on Mondays.. Hope I will be able to a hell of a workout and enable me to enjoy life to the fullest!!:)
We had our CSC outreach program today, the ppl that sign up are more than aspected (63!!). Most of them are interested in the Befriending Program, the program where we interact and form bond with teenagers.
But I had kinda of an embrassing episode about toking behind someone's back when she is still there. Because there was this girl who was interested to joing our program but was kind of overload with her other cca commitment and was kinda of more confident than most of the other ppl (Know what I mean? Overconfident). Then I actually said quite loudly that she was like quite competitive to my fellow volunteers, but I think as she was still there, she may have heard it. Was kinda of embrassing for me, as I know I shouldn't have done that. But I guess what done has been done right, so must be more careful and not talk so loudly as well as be more pleasant as a person. :)
I hereby take this opportunity to say SORRY to the girl I gossip about. I shall not do that ever again.
Been feeling emo again for the past few days. Dun knw why either. Has been doing a lot of thinking and realise that I have missed the one that treated me so nicely and dearly although our relationship lasted barely a week. I guess, this are one of those things that you will look back and think, "What the hell did I do that for?"
But I guess what is done is done, it is no longer possible to turn back time. Even if it is possible, the hurt that I have already done can no longer be undone. Guess I was such an ass and jerk to her at that point of time, even now she may be think I am still one, but who can blame her, I think I am one after what I have did.
Moving on may be difficult but trying to move with a bag of burden of guilt is even more difficult dun you think?
So my friends, think thoroughly before you do anything like me k..
Quote: "There's only one thing I regret doing, loving the girl who didn't love me, and letting go the one who did."
Story of my life Searching for da right But it keeps avoiding me Sorrow in my soul cause it seems that wrong really loves my company
He's more than a man and this is more than love the reason that this guy is blue the clouds are rolling in because I'm gone again and to him I just can't be true and I know that he knows I'm unfaithful and it kills him inside to know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be... a murderer
I feel it in the air as I'm doing my hair preparing for another day A kiss up on my cheek He's here reluctantly as if I'm gonna be out late I say I won't be long Just hanging with the girls A lie I didn't have to tell Because we both know where I'm about to go and we know it very well cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful and it kills him inside to know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be... a murderer
our love His trust I might as well take a gun and put it to his head Get it over with I don't wanna do this Anymore (anymore)
I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be... a murderer (a murderer) No no no no Yeah yeah yeah
I guess since that very day, my perception towards love took at least a 180 degrees turn. Learning to trust and fall in love seem so difficult all the time. It is not that I still can't forget her or whatever so, it is just that I have somewhat given up on such things as there's more important than love like family, studies/work, friends etc.
Friends around me kept saying that your love will come soon. To me, I am just putting in god's hand to match me up with someone who at least appreciate me. I guess I have grew quite used to doing things alone at times, because friends can never be there 24/7 for you yeah. Although I envy couples together at times, but I guess I can leave with things as status quo at the moment.
Or just maybe, I have yet to meet the ONE that can actually capture my heart. hee.. But when the day come if I met that very someone, hope I will cherished the opportunity given to me.
Btw: this is specially for two of my best friends going through a rough time in their relationship. Jia you Jia you k!! Although it may be sometime you can actually be able to say something like "LOVE ISN'T EVERYTHING", but the day will come and I am sure the four of us will support one another k.. :)
It was a great dinner with 3 of my buddies from school.. Especially seeing Serene who are back from Sweden a few months back.. Glad that we are able to meet up.. Next up KTV session yeah!! :)
I know this is the lunar month of hungry ghost, speaking about death seems to be taboo in every traditional part of us. At approximately 8.30am this morning, while I was online I experience a loud "TUCK" coming from my window facing the carpark from my room. But I didn't really think much of it. So I went check it out after around 15 minutes, and to my horror, I saw a dead body being covered by a white cloth. The body belong to an old lady, maybe around 70 years old or so.
I took a couple my photo regarding the incident. Not for the faint hearted..
I find that I have been so unlucky lately.. Few months back, my hp was soaked due to my carelessness.. This morning, when I got home after my routine jog as well as did my routine laundry on my jogging attire, I realise that I soaked my shorts before taking out my IPOD shuffle.. I figured that I was definitely in debt to some water god my past life, hence repaying my debts.. But I can also blame it on my carelessness.
But this made me more or less decided on getting a new (Black) IPOD classic 80Gb.. Thanks to the financing coming from my part time job.. Although it has a price tag of $388.. But I think its worth it.. as I feel the MP3 from APPLE is seemly the best and nicest of our generation..
Just hope that I WILL BE MORE CAREFUL THE NEXT TIME ROUND!! ;-p
